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Elly, twenty-one, UK, ISFJ, Hufflepuff, feminist, lit graduate, old queen, house Stark. Terminally obsessed with Mary McDonnell, Meryl Streep, Julianne Moore and Barbra Streisand."I have no claim over the woman at all, unless it's the claim one who has nearly drowned has over the person who pulled her out of the ocean."

I haven’t been able to properly process seeing Kate yet. Wednesday was such a thrill, everything went so fast and before I knew it we were at the Apollo and she was on stage singing all the hits, it was very surreal. It was totally unexpected that it would hit me so hard, watching Kate float in the water singing And Dream of Sheep.

I started to cry as soon as Prelude and Prologue began - they’re my favourites - and I just didn’t stop until the end. I felt simultaneously very connected and unconnected to the performance, my depression often stops me from engaging properly with things I should be enjoying. I did not at all expect anything from 50 Words For Snow, so when she sat at the piano and sang Among Angels in the dead silence, it was such a bittersweet moment. It’s always been one of my favourite songs but I never really paid attention to the words until then, and as expected I snivelled away until the end.

I haven’t listened to Kate since, because things have gotten really bad and I haven’t known how to react.

It has come to a breaking point, where I find myself unable to be alive anymore. I check into hospital on Monday morning for the foreseeable future. I wish there were a way to tell Kate how much Wednesday night meant to me, even if it has led to this. Not for making me feel better, but for, in a way, making me understand where I am.

Thank you to those of you who have always understood.

  • Society: DONT HAVE SEX. IF YOU DO THE SEX THEN TH DEATH WILL GET YOU. ABSTINENCE. NEVER THE PPEEPEES TOUCHING.
  • Asexual: I don't like sex.
  • Society: WHAT THE FuCK IS WROnG WITH YOU??? """"DONT LIKE SEX"""???? HOW?? SEX IS A BASIC HUMAN NEED. EVERYONE DOES THE SEX.

drunkenvicarofdownton:

after dinner:

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an hour later:

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stinkyhat:

"well SOME cops are good"

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sherlocksmyth:

"why didn’t you do your homework over the holidays?"

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This is the best thing I’ve ever seen

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kosmotis:

do not pity the dead, harry, pity the living, and above all those who think feminism means hating men.

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marilynhanson:

this means so much to me. so much

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today has been the worst day

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tympanista:

*comes to meet you at Starbucks 15 minutes late with Starbucks from another location*

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every disney/dreamworks/20th/animation songs: Anastasia

So many lives were destroyed that night. What had always been was now gone forever. And my Anastasia, my beloved grandchild - I never saw her again.

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jazzfort:

i shouldn’t have laughed as much as i did

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molliat:

some of the insults in the last 30 rock episode are a force to be reckoned with

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